FEAR

I am afraid... down to my core I am afraid. I am terrified that there is something seriously wrong with my daughter that no one understands or can figure out. She is in agony, the headaches, the eye pain, the stomach pain, the vomiting, the depression. We have been through CT Scans, MRI's, way to much blood work, and way to many medications.

The child is in pain, yet they can't seem to find a cause. Maybe it is migraines, then why does the migraine medicine not help? So many things we have looked into: Psueudotumor cerberi, Chrone's disease, Lymes, various autoimmune diseases and yet nothing fits.

She use to have this BOOM, larger than life personality and I still see sparks of it now and then, but not often enough. She has been out of school for 8 weeks... she is becoming depressed because she has lost her social life and at the same time, she is too tired to really go out. This is not how a junior in high school should be living.

I contacted an intuitive that I know and have worked with for years. She has always responed and yet for some reason she has not returned my calls. Today I actually made it onto the radio show with energetic healer Deborah King via Hay House and sat on hold for an hour.... there wasn't time for her to take my call. It just increases my anxiety.

I know that fear is dangerous and useless... but I can't help it. What if something is really, really wrong? What if I am destined to lose this precious child? I know it sounds irrational, but I fear.